reunited

all exams are done except some stupid moral studies..omg stupid laaaa!!!

so siennnn..

oh shifted d.. been having a great time at my aunt's place and gain super alot of weight!!!

okay la bye!

2 more days to WAR!!

Oh, kiss me beneath the milky twilight
Lead me out on the moonlit floor
Lift your open hand
Strike up the band and make the fireflies dance
Silver moon's sparkling
So kiss me

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2 more days till my big day!! i'm so nervous!! i hope this time i'll score the best that i can and make my CGPA marks higher! :D after exams then i'll be busy with shifting AGAIN.!! this time will be shifting to my aunt's house in Bukit Jalil. which means i need to take the LRT and then change to PUTRA then cross the bridge then car pool Jimmy's car to college. comparing transportation now is like.. wake up, get ready and GO! [ cuz car pool house mate ] HARR HARR!! plus! my aunt's house is on hill top WHICH MEANS i need to.. oh well..i don't need to explain here. >___> hope i'll get some slimming down by then LULS!

suddenly feel so sad. cuz i can't get to go singapore this holiday!! :( due to short holiday break..like..1 week + , i won't be able to go and enjoy with a peaceful heart. once exam's done i need to shift my stuff from PJ to Bukit Jalil and ..the distance is not near. comparing to my previous house here in PJ. AND!! i need to buy some stuff from IKEA for my room. oh well..lots of things in line for me to do this coming holiday break!! :(

i'm sorry mei~ can't get to come see u this sem. will come next sem OR when i get a chance to come holiday okay?!?! promise :D

i was so bored that i clean every part of my rented house. it all started when i clean my guinea pigs cage..and then i feel like the floor is kinda dirty..so i sweep everywhere. cuz usually i'll just sweep my guinea pigs area.. then, i feel the floor is not smooth..so i mop it.. and the window's getting dirty..i dust and wipe it..and the toilet..and finally my own room. LOL!! i must be crazy!

oh and i went swimming with danielle today [ my classmate and is a GIRL ] after like 1976397432845237438724 months i bought my swimsuit, finally i wore it today!! omg i feel so gay! hahahaha..don't ask me why i just feel so!! lol! OH!! and found out a CUTE hunk staying opposite my house for SUCH a loooooooooooooooong time. =( neways..i'm shifting soon HAHAHA so don't bother la! he got really nice body!! *drools*

going back to the parents house later..having good food at home and relax from all these stress. study also laahh...omg! how can i relax..even if i want to my brain won't allow me to :(

anyways, BYE!

Are you STRESS?!?!?!?

Are you stressed? Find out by taking the test below.

(This test is not meant to replace a clinical assessment but to help you judge how you are doing. If you score as stressed you may need to seek help.)

Answer these twenty questions: Yes or No.

1. Do you frequently neglect your diet?

Yes [ mostly all the time ]

2. Do you frequently try to do everything yourself?

Yes [ i bet everyone does the same what >__> ]

3. Do you frequently blow up easily?

Yes [ very hot tempered person ]

4. Do you frequently seek unrealistic goals?

No [ maybe sometimes, like trying to be queen of muay thai LOL]

5. Do you frequently fail to see the humor in situations others

find funny?

No [ ok maybe sometimes =x ]

6. Do you frequently get easily irritated?

Yes [ ARGHHHHHH!!! ]

7. Do you frequently make a "big deal" of everything?

Yes [ and i wonder why... =.= ]

8. Do you frequently complain that you are disorganized?

Yes [ hahaha!! i need a timetable then :P ]

9. Do you frequently keep everything inside?

Yes [ who to share too?? =( ]

10. Do you frequently neglect exercise?

Yes [ that's why i gain TONS of weight =( ]

11. Do you frequently have few supportive relationships?

Yes [mum,dad,aunty,counsin sis,frens ]

12. Do you frequently get too little rest?

Yes [ i can't get enough of sleeping!! ]

13. Do you frequently get angry when you are kept waiting?

Yes [ who won't? LOL ]

14. Do you frequently ignore stress symptoms?

Yes [ what are the symptoms? ]

15. Do you frequently put things off until later?

Yes [ HAHAHAHAHA ]

16. Do you frequently think there is only one right way to

do something?

No [ who is that dumb?? == ]

17. Do you frequently fail to build relaxation into every day?

Yes[ how to relax when u got so much work to finish? ]

18. Do you frequently spend a lot of time complaining about

the past?

Yes [ i'm so sorry baby d =( ]

19. Do you frequently race through the day?

Yes [ who won't? i mean there's not much time!! ]

20. Do you frequently feel unable to cope with all you have to do.

Yes [ cuz i'm stupid RAH!! ]

TAAA DAAAA my score!! :D

Here's your score:

Your score is = 17

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Scores of 1-6 Few Hassles

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Scores of 7-12 Pretty Good Control

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Scores of 13-17 Danger Zone. Watch out!

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Scores of 18+ Stressed Out. You may need help.

lol..seems like i'm in need of these...






oh well..
management accounting is dragging me to hell
international business is waiting at my death bed
statistics driving me nuts
organisational theory and behaviour..what the fuck is that?
IT for business..no,i only know online games
oh..and my moral studies is in deepshit

yay.very good! :D

My Wish

i hope the days come easy and the moments pass slow
and each road leads you where you want to go
and if you're faced with the choice and you have to choose
i hope you choose the one that means the most to you

and if one door opens to another door closed
i hope you keep on walking till you find the window
if it's cold outside, show the world the warmth of your smile
but more than anything, more than anything

my wish for you
is that this life becomes all that you want it to
your dreams stay big, your worries stay small
you never need to carry more than you can hold
and while you're out there getting where you're getting to
i hope you know somebody loves you
and wants the same things too
yeah, this is my wish

i hope you never look back but you never forget
all the ones who love you and the place you left
i hope you always forgive and you never regret
and you help somebody every change you get
oh, you''ll find God's grace in every mistake
and always give more than you take

emo-ing

exams is just around the corner. i haven't really start studying yet. late for class today. so decided not to attend it. anyway is only 1 class for the whole day. i really got no idea what to do now. lunch with daddy later. then head back to my boring rental house_room and slack. URGH..

visited mun tat's blog just now. awww..such a happy post for him. sometimes i really wonder, why humans always crave for something which they cannot even posses? let's make an example. okay..like myself, i love romantic , macho, sexy, caring, got sense of humour, crazy, loves food, FULL of surprises and animal lover kind of guy. i mean.. this is the basic needs of every girl wish list in a guy rite?

okay, for me, you don't need to drive a BMW or some sports car to impress me. or buy me lots of expensive gift. not that this is a NO NO to me but is not important. what's important is how you wanna make me feel secure being with you. when a guy says that you love your girlfriend. okay, prove it! don't just say it like this. i mean what do u mean by I LOVE YOU? are you willing to sacrifice your time being with your buddies? will you even mind to step into her world and understand her more? or even try to be there for her when she's sad or in trouble?

sometimes i wish "you" could be there for me. i wish you will understand me more. i don't want you to be here with me forever and trap in my imaginary world. just a lil' while. i'm grateful for that. each time i want you to be in my own world and i wanna bring you around to explore in it, you just say no without trying. i wanna do the same as i've asked you but you just push me away. not letting me entering into your world and you just left me behind.

alot of your weakness i don't really mind. i love you for who you are. not romantic, is okay. i still love the way you kisses me three times every morning each time you greet me. not an animal lover, is okay also. at least you spend time with me seeing puppies in the stores. dull and "realistic attitude", nevermind, i accept because u always said, "being a guy cannot always stay inside your dream. you must be realistic to live in this pathetic world." . i accept.

sometimes i won't ask for more of you. but, once in a blue moon, give me a lil' surprise or a warm hug. i'll be grateful for every lil things that you do. even you bring me out for movies or buy me some candies i'll just jump for joy. but you just won't understand how i feel each time when i'm down...













i missed you. sometimes i wish to turn back time and make things better for "us". but, i'm sorry to say, is too late.


















grrrr....so emo now :( !!!!!



boooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo!

james babeh~

went to One Utama yesterday after class. watched 27 dresses. love movie which i hate BUT..because of this movie i finally FOUND the type of guy which i've been searching up and down!! lol!! yeap..my cup of tea :DDD

he's the cyclops in X-men,he's superman,he's the prince in the enchanted movie and his the LEAD actor in 27 dresses. ok,frankly, i didn't really "watch" X-men and i didn't even watched Superman. i've watched Enchanted but i find that he looks silly so didn't really bother. HAHA!! but but but!! in 27 dresses he looks damn CUTE!! his smile OHHH..my GAWD!! so sexy !! ok i'm really crazy about him now.

and is my ONLY first time to get so hyppered about some actor! lol.. sounds childish? no? yes? whatever! he's...he's...AAHHHHHHH~!!!.. damn! :DDDD

ok here are some of his leng zhai pics ENJOY! :D




okay..that's all 1st..HAHAHAHA wanna know about go and search for his photo's laa..WORTH searching!!




:DDDD

finally..

assignments are over. everything's done and i shall wait for my dying day. YAH exams..what do u think i'm reffering too? >___> 2 more weeks to exams and i'm still lazing around. DAMN i should have start studying now!! is 9:10am now. feel like sleeping again. having class at 9:30am later. omg!! anyway..class till 12pm today :DDDD then i can come home and SLEEEEEEP!! wheee!

oh..other than enjoying food,i love to sleep. hahaha...but it depends on the situation. not all the times. i prefer FOOD MORE!! HAHAHA!!! which is why i GAIN ALOT of WEIGHT NOWWWWW!! =((((( fatty fatty bom bom. >_<

dear kar lee has safely deliver her baby girl. and i'm so old now!! cuz she's my god daughter. ah!

sometimes i really wonder am i a pure chinese or not? [ although i got mix blood line from my dad ] but still, i'm brought up in a ... ok nvm. maybe i'm not. cuz now i find difficulties in understand the chinese culture and the WAY they take things and do.

what else...errr..oh. i think i'm having short term memory again..cuz i have lots to crap in here but i couldn't think of any now. so.. we'll leave it till the next post

OH MY OH MYYYY how times flies... is 9:16am now

better get going! :D

















ARGHHHHHH!!!! =(